This week was hard. It just was. I don't have the energy to explain all the reasons why haha. I want to change people's lives, and I want them to want it too, but it is sooooooooo hard when they don't even know what they are missing. Some days I felt like I was talking at a wall, and even when we try our hardest to help people, they don't want to be helped. That's the whole agency part of this life I guess. I've felt it before, and I'll feel it again, that sad feeling when I know that the gospel is so sweet and so good to me, and I wish other people could feel how good it is too. The 'natural man' thing is going pretty strong here in Chile... ahhhhhhhhhhh. I can feel the spirit when we talk and I know that the people here are recieving the opportunity to feel it, but sometimes the knowledge of knowing that it will take commitment and change and strength to accept it is a lot I guess. But there really isn't anything easier. The gospel is the easy way. It only looks hard from the outside. These are the days when I know I'm growing. Remember ALL those investigators we had? well...
The happy times always come though.
I have found the magical remedy for all of life's problems. Every single worry, stress, problem, heartache, grudge, all of it - can be solved with the Book of Mormon. Because it's a book of personal revelation. If every member read it every day............ I dream.
I love you all so much. It's weird to think that I will be talking to you soon!
Talk to you next week